Becky-

I probably should have told you this a long time ago. But at the time I didn’t realize how important to me, to us this is. I know it may seem like such a while back when we shared our first kiss in Hot Topic, but at the time of the kiss I noticed something. When I shut my eyes and felt the warmth of your lips on mine something just felt right. It felt like I had kissed those lips before, and I didn’t feel uncomfortable like I did before. It is kind of hard to explain, it was like I had been with you for longer than the time we were together, it felt like somewhere I had known you for all my life. It felt like I escaped reality and entered this wonderful world were everything was at peace and I didn’t have to pretend to be someone I wasn’t, I could truly be myself. Ever since we had shared that kiss, I felt like I wanted to be closer to you, and so for many times after that when we were together, I would try to kiss you multiple times and I know it must have been a little annoying because of that and I am sorry. The reason for this is because every time I felt the warmth of your lips on mine, every time I felt the warmth of your body laying against mine, every time I felt the warmth of your breath on my lips, I had felt like I had escaped reality once more and that we could be happy together forever and just lay there, me holding you in my arms kissing you. But once we head back inside where everyone is, I feel like I am kicked out of my happy little world and thrown back into the chaos that is reality. It is these reasons I fight for you, it is these reasons why someday we will live together in peace and quiet. It was your personality that attracted me to you that first day, and it is that amazing personality that still keeps me bound to you. I know we have shared our rough times, but it is typical for a couple to have that. It would almost be inhuman if we didn’t have some problems. So with that I just want you to know one thing: It may seem like I’m not there for you at times and I am sorry. But remember I am always with you in spirit and in heart no matter what. I love you so much, please don’t change.